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[firstworldproblem]

Alright. I will give you something.

You were asking around what would make Kohime more comfortable. Yvette did give you a list. Very thoughtful on both your parts.

[deicider]

[Something about that seems to make them blush deeper.

There is no way they actually cared about Kohime being more comfortable, since that's Shrike's job. Meaning they just used it as an excuse to see Emet-Selch.]

I see. As long as I behaved myself it's fine.

[firstworldproblem]

[Cardinal, perhaps they should voice some of this, hmm?]

You did. Though I don't think we made it that far into the swimming. Perhaps another time.

Though I did note the color of your skin deepen.

[deicider]

[Affronted,] You went swimming with me and I don't remember?

[Hmph!

They could definitely lie and get away from it, but it wouldn't serve much of a point besides saving face in a relationship in which they decided they don't need to save face.]

I was lying. I don't have anything to do with the newbies anymore.

[firstworldproblem]

That I had heard from ... I don't recall, that you were more proactive before, but have decided to take a more observing role.

And Kohime is hardly a 'newbie'. Her circumstance was very unique.

[deicider]

Are you arguing with me about my own brain?

[firstworldproblem]

Of course. I do enjoy debating or making people question what might seem infallible truths.

She is becoming comfortable, is she not? Kohime.

[deicider]

Even when the truth flatters you? [They start ticking their fingers off as they go through the points.] If it had actually meant it it would have written the list down, which it didn't. I was effected and distracted for 3 days, so it couldn't have lacked for time. Also, I wasn't worried about Kohime, since that's Shrike and Nero's job. Kohime replaced Kou; I wasn't in a mood to play nice with her.

Plenty comfortable.

[firstworldproblem]

Even when.

[He does chuckles at their points.]

I see. Was Kou close to you?

[deicider]

He was close to me, but he wasn't here very long.

[Cardinal shifts restlessly, adjusting until they are more perched on Emet-Selch than sprawled in his lap. They run a hand back through their hair, slow.]

Talking with him did make me homesick, in a way. Usually... it's like I speak a different dialect than everyone else here. The difference is so slight that from the outside it looks like it's working like a normal conversation, but...

[firstworldproblem]

So perhaps home itself is not what is missed, but the ideals and philosophies?

[He makes room for them to do whatever they like!]

Then do you plan on returning there after graduation?

[deicider]

[Cardinal shakes their head.]

No. It's likely I'm dead and I can't, anyway.

[firstworldproblem]

....!

If I might ask what happened?

[deicider]

[Glances up at him, surprised by his surprise. They raise an eyebrow.]

I'm a murderer at the head of a 400 year old assassinations conspiracy, and I shot a very popular tribune through the head. In the likely event my world went to war, even if I live through that somehow, too many people want me dead.

[firstworldproblem]

[Look. He has a slight doki for Cardinal.]

Truly I was hoping when you spoke of your star that a peaceful solution could be found. Crimes you have committed, but unless you've been lying you do care for the well-being of yours. Why murder such an asset if your goals truly align.

Unless you do not believe in the outcome of this war.

[deicider]

[Cardinal shakes their head again.]

Just the opposite. As long as I live, I'll be a source of tension and conflict, even if most people want to keep me around. But if I use my death well, it will help the world move forward.

[firstworldproblem]

Then the society is hardly Utopian if they cannot forgive. Unless you have completely deceived me with your motives.

[deicider]

Your world doesn't have any dark secrets like me?

My world has a ways to go. It is the best world that humans have ever made, but humans are still pretty fallible.

[firstworldproblem]

No, but the more I consider the more immortality I believe helps with that. We can always look towards the future while living in the present.

But I imagine you'd thrive in any star you select to go to.

[deicider]

[Hums in agreement, then changes the topic.]

Tell me more about your world.

[firstworldproblem]

[He kind of just laughs at that.]

I'm assuming you mean when it was whole.

[deicider]

Yes. [pausing slightly, and adding with a faint hint of apology for asking so abruptly:]

If you feel like talking about it.

[firstworldproblem]

Better yet. I can show you.

[deicider]

[looks up, interested.]

Now?

[firstworldproblem]

[He pulls out his phone.]

I do have access to all of my memories in viewable form. A delight I did not expect to have.