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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 08:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Well that settles in panic immediately, the moment he feels his body moving without his direction — even knowing it's Emet that's doing it, even though he trusts him, even though he can tell this is for their pleasures.

There's hesitation, like he's not sure if he should let him continue or if he should ask him to stop. And in the end he stays quiet but he's tensing up, looking on edge and uncertain ]
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is loss of control on a completely different level. Not only can't he move, but his movements are controlled by someone else. Emet is saying training isn't over yet so he wonders if maybe he's trying to get him to use his time travel ability, after all, or just get him to be more at ease with scenario like these.

Or maybe he's just trying to give them both a good time. ]

—I don't know if I can handle this Hades.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 09:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ he bites right back, this time, before bringing his hands to his shoulders and pulling back ]

I didn't ask you to stop. I'm only informing you that I need you to be careful.

I want to keep trying.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 09:34 am (UTC)(link)
We can work up to it and see how I fare. We start with instructions and trying to push my limits. If I don't completely freeze for reasons other than your power over me then we can try for pleasure.

[ there's a pause and then he kisses Emet on the lips again, gentle ]

Keep your reading on my soul and if I start thinking back on unpleasant ... prior encounters ... rather than you, then take a break before we continue.

I trust you.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a soft sigh at that bite, and he tilts his head to give him better access, regardless of how rough he's being now ]

If you want me to time travel then you'll have to do your worst, Hades.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The kisses don't bother him - rough as they are. If anything he's clearly receptive of them, the pain being pleasant in and of itself. When Emet activates puppeteering, though, just like earlier he tenses up, panic settling in very quickly. The objective is for him to use time travel, but he does want to overcome this too. It's a weakness that can be used against him during games, after all. ]

That's — a start.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's not, not really. This might be a different context from usual but he can think of worse things than undressing himself for Emet's pleasure, though the complete loss of control and the roughness is adding a different layer to it. ]

Would it work if I tried?
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 10:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Emet wasn't kidding when he said he was going to test his limits. There's a new wave of pure terror just at the sight of the knife and this time, he's more worried about what he himself would do than of anything Emet could control. The fear is enough that even the pain is easily ignored, and already he's thinking back on what happened with Absinthe.

And of course now he does try to break free - with no success ]
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[ And yet when it's himself he's cutting he seems to be relieved, the pain settling in but the worry and fear going as harm is directed toward himself and not Emet ]

I've cut myself open before, you know.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ This has officially stopped being sexy in any way, even with Emet lapping the blood with his tongue. Or well. He'd argue that it stopped being sexy but there's a not insignificant part of him that wishes to go through with this, slash Hades throat and relish and the violence and death.

It's taking more than he'd like to admit to suppress the urge to just kill, and the part of him that is considering the thought of harming his lover hot. It's not something he wants to come to terms with again, or at all, ever.

So at the count of two, he uses his power to take the knife out of his grip, switching it with his discarded tie ]

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He could switch their positions so Emet is the one holding the knife. But it won't change anything, he could still drive it into his own throat. It's just a dream. So even if Emet was killed in it, it wouldn't be an issue. It would be nothing.

But he can't be rational about this. There's an outright sob escaping from him when Emet places his palm over his eyes and nose but he knows what he's aiming for and he decides to just give it to him, activating his ability to travel through time - bringing them both back to the platforms from earlier, before he was even paralyzed ]
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 11:18 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's definitely more upset than he expected to get when he agreed to try this and even when Emet calls out to him he doesn't answer - not immediately, at least. And then, eventually. ]

Don't do it again.

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