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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he doesn't return the hug immediately, hesitating for a few long moments before he finally wraps his arms around him ]

I thought about just letting it happen.

For a second.

I was thinking about killing you.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd make a snappy comment about how this would have been better if it was a sexy test after all but I understand the point of this.

It is something I need to overcome.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-15 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he'll follow, reaching for his hand to hold and not wanting to let go of it ]

Well I was determined to spoil you after that game, but given the circumstances I'll be happy to be pampered instead.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ all the affection and attention is at least helping him calm down some, and of course he can't help but appreciate how much each detail of this dream is thought out ]

I want to dance with you again.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ the gesture earns him a soft smile, finally, and he follows him without hesitation, the sight before them enough to leave him completely awed. He'll wrap his arms around him again after that kiss and then just rest his forehead against his ]

Not bad for creativity.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
I do appreciate it, you know. That you're pushing me beyond my limits so I'll be prepared.

Even if's difficult to navigate.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 08:57 am (UTC)(link)
I didn't manage to take us back just a few seconds, I went a little too far back this time.

... But it should be fine. If I can manage this much when I'm at risk of killing you, I should be able to time travel when I'm the one who might die.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he'll be happy to spin with him, clearly relaxing and calming down as they dance, but— ]

Not if you have to put me under duress. Any more practice like that and I'll be the one breaking like glass.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It feels comforting - the gentleness after what happened just earlier. After all no matter how much he enjoys the rough play, it's Emet's kindness and love that make him feel at ease ]

... I'm fine now.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't answer immediately, not because he's hesitating but because he wants to make sure the answer will be honest, and he needs to think about it and examine his feelings. ]

You combined three things that distress me in a single occurrence. I suppose in a sense you did.

But it wouldn't have been effective as training otherwise.

[ and then a thought occurs to him and he's grimacing but he doesn't voice it ]
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
... Well. If you want to apologize properly, I am still owed several kisses. We might as well start from one at this point.

But I agreed to this. I know you'll take care of me now that it's over.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-16 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's so easy to melt in his arms. He's never doubted how much Emet loves him, even if he may have doubted whether he'd be deserving of it. Capable of loving in turn. But even those doubts have long since faded and like this, as he returns the kiss with the same passion, he's reminded of why.

How can he have room for doubts when Emet is so good at making him feel loved and making him want to show just as much love in return, after all? ]

That's a very nice start.

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