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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-19 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a pause as he thinks it over, and then he shifts, brings his hands to Emet's shoulders to gently flip him over so he can move on top of him, before he reaches for his hand to hold ]

I want to see you beneath me just this once.

Let me be all you'll see while I take you.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-19 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He rests his forehead against his and brings his hand over Emet's, closing his eyes and just enjoying this moment, the closeness of it and how special it feels. ]

I know this is not the right time.

But if I don't ask you when I feel this safe and loved with you then I can't imagine when else I should.

... If I ever do lose it. If I ever try to kill you. Can you promise you'll stop me? No matter the cost?
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-19 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he seems relieved to hear and then he squeezes his hand, nodding ]

I have no intention of forcing you to go through something like that. I'm asking because I also don't want to, so the last thing I'm going to do is to force it on you.

I'll do everything I can to overcome this.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-19 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he wants to argue that it's different - that Emet's tempering is the result of him trying to save his people, that it's something he couldn't prevent.

And then he realizes before the words are out that it's not really that different for him, and if he wants Emet to believe he can deal with his Tempering, then he needs to believe in Emet too. ]

Every single time you make me wonder what I could have possibly done to deserve you.
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Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-19 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he brings his hand to the side of his face and strokes his cheek before he kisses him again, soft and gentle ]

You really are my moon and stars.

... Thank you.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-19 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he just smiles at him and shakes his head ]

Impatient, aren't we? And I was just about to tell you how much I want you right now.

[ he shifts at that, though, bringing his hands to Emet's hips and positioning himself between his legs, waiting just a moment to let him adjust before he starts pushing in, letting out a shaky breath at the feeling of it ]

Though I won't be — satisfied with just this. I want to take everything you have to give me.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-19 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's obvious he's a little unsure, still getting used to this, but it feels nice and even better given that this is with Emet. There's a soft laugh, but it's broken by a moan as Emet moves like that, and he shifts to kiss his neck, his hand going back to reach for his hand once more as he moves inside him ]

I don't think — I would mind that.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-20 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh, shit.

That's actually kind of hot ]

You can't prove that.

[ Which is to say that yes, he was. But since Emet is encouraging him, he feels like there's probably no need, so. He'll start to fuck him in earnest, settling for a rough, hard pace right from the start, biting on his neck and letting out a small, soft noise against his skin ]

You do feel — just as amazing as I imagined.

Re: Day 350

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2021-04-20 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ The words fire him up just as the feeling of Emet raking his nails down his back, leaving marks that will not be there in the morning but that he appreciates all the same.

There's a soft grunt at them, and then he leans in to kiss him - just as hard and passionate as he tries to focus enough on his aether to wrap it around emet's.

This was supposed to be training, after all ]