[ there's a pause as he thinks it over, and then he shifts, brings his hands to Emet's shoulders to gently flip him over so he can move on top of him, before he reaches for his hand to hold ]
[ He rests his forehead against his and brings his hand over Emet's, closing his eyes and just enjoying this moment, the closeness of it and how special it feels. ]
I know this is not the right time.
But if I don't ask you when I feel this safe and loved with you then I can't imagine when else I should.
... If I ever do lose it. If I ever try to kill you. Can you promise you'll stop me? No matter the cost?
If there are no options left to me, I would. And on the condition that the death would be permanent. You're lucky in that outside of auracite I'm quite resilient.
[He leans up to kiss his cheek.]
But I do trust your control that you would not allow that to happen.
[ he seems relieved to hear and then he squeezes his hand, nodding ]
I have no intention of forcing you to go through something like that. I'm asking because I also don't want to, so the last thing I'm going to do is to force it on you.
[He tugs his chin so he is looking directly at him.]
This part of you is not ugly nor abhorrent. It simply is a part of you. The result of our lives and fate itself. If you can deal with my Tempering, then I can deal with this. We will overcome it together.
[ he wants to argue that it's different - that Emet's tempering is the result of him trying to save his people, that it's something he couldn't prevent.
And then he realizes before the words are out that it's not really that different for him, and if he wants Emet to believe he can deal with his Tempering, then he needs to believe in Emet too. ]
Every single time you make me wonder what I could have possibly done to deserve you.
Because I’ve had the same thoughts in my head, and you did soothe me in a similar manner.
[He kisses his lips.]
I do not doubt you. Your brilliance. Your resilience. And I know how hard it is to see those whom you love die. To be the only one left. I will spare you from that. On this you have my promise.
Impatient, aren't we? And I was just about to tell you how much I want you right now.
[ he shifts at that, though, bringing his hands to Emet's hips and positioning himself between his legs, waiting just a moment to let him adjust before he starts pushing in, letting out a shaky breath at the feeling of it ]
Though I won't be — satisfied with just this. I want to take everything you have to give me.
[He hisses in a good way wrapping his legs around his hips. He lets his head fall back and his back arch. It has been a while since he has had sex this way.]
We will be here longer than one night if that is the case.
[ It's obvious he's a little unsure, still getting used to this, but it feels nice and even better given that this is with Emet. There's a soft laugh, but it's broken by a moan as Emet moves like that, and he shifts to kiss his neck, his hand going back to reach for his hand once more as he moves inside him ]
[ Which is to say that yes, he was. But since Emet is encouraging him, he feels like there's probably no need, so. He'll start to fuck him in earnest, settling for a rough, hard pace right from the start, biting on his neck and letting out a small, soft noise against his skin ]
[He arches and takes nails bluntly across Five’s back. He flushes at both the rough speed and the bites at his neck letting out a groan of appreciation.]
[ The words fire him up just as the feeling of Emet raking his nails down his back, leaving marks that will not be there in the morning but that he appreciates all the same.
There's a soft grunt at them, and then he leans in to kiss him - just as hard and passionate as he tries to focus enough on his aether to wrap it around emet's.
Re: Day 350
Then I suppose the next question is would you rather have me beneath you or ride you?
Re: Day 350
I want to see you beneath me just this once.
Let me be all you'll see while I take you.
Re: Day 350
As if my mind does not wander to you frequently. I could also be... what is the term? Something about bedding and royalty. Being coy.
[He does frame his face with his free hand.]
I am forever yours, Five Hargreeves. Just as you are mine.
Re: Day 350
I know this is not the right time.
But if I don't ask you when I feel this safe and loved with you then I can't imagine when else I should.
... If I ever do lose it. If I ever try to kill you. Can you promise you'll stop me? No matter the cost?
Re: Day 350
[He leans up to kiss his cheek.]
But I do trust your control that you would not allow that to happen.
Re: Day 350
I have no intention of forcing you to go through something like that. I'm asking because I also don't want to, so the last thing I'm going to do is to force it on you.
I'll do everything I can to overcome this.
Re: Day 350
[He tugs his chin so he is looking directly at him.]
This part of you is not ugly nor abhorrent. It simply is a part of you. The result of our lives and fate itself. If you can deal with my Tempering, then I can deal with this. We will overcome it together.
I love you and will not shy away from any part.
Re: Day 350
And then he realizes before the words are out that it's not really that different for him, and if he wants Emet to believe he can deal with his Tempering, then he needs to believe in Emet too. ]
Every single time you make me wonder what I could have possibly done to deserve you.
Re: Day 350
[He kisses his lips.]
I do not doubt you. Your brilliance. Your resilience. And I know how hard it is to see those whom you love die. To be the only one left. I will spare you from that. On this you have my promise.
Re: Day 350
You really are my moon and stars.
... Thank you.
Re: Day 350
[He gives him a quick peck before leaning back.]
I do believe I was promised other things, and I am positively wet with anticipation. You wouldn’t deny me, would you?
Re: Day 350
Impatient, aren't we? And I was just about to tell you how much I want you right now.
[ he shifts at that, though, bringing his hands to Emet's hips and positioning himself between his legs, waiting just a moment to let him adjust before he starts pushing in, letting out a shaky breath at the feeling of it ]
Though I won't be — satisfied with just this. I want to take everything you have to give me.
Re: Day 350
We will be here longer than one night if that is the case.
Re: Day 350
I don't think — I would mind that.
Re: Day 350
I am tempted.
[And then he slaps his ass once very roughly.]
You aren’t being timid for my sake, are you?
Re: Day 350
That's actually kind of hot ]
You can't prove that.
[ Which is to say that yes, he was. But since Emet is encouraging him, he feels like there's probably no need, so. He'll start to fuck him in earnest, settling for a rough, hard pace right from the start, biting on his neck and letting out a small, soft noise against his skin ]
You do feel — just as amazing as I imagined.
Re: Day 350
[He arches and takes nails bluntly across Five’s back. He flushes at both the rough speed and the bites at his neck letting out a groan of appreciation.]
I want to feel your heat, your seed inside me.
Re: Day 350
There's a soft grunt at them, and then he leans in to kiss him - just as hard and passionate as he tries to focus enough on his aether to wrap it around emet's.
This was supposed to be training, after all ]
Re: Day 350
I thought I was ... pampering you.
[Chiding, as he runs his free hand up into his hair as he curls his aether around him.]