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Yet it bothers you greatly.

[He squeezes his fingers.]

I will not push or judge on the specifics. Ever have I put faith in your judgments, and he was my sounding board so long ago.

And I would not want you to simply push past something for my sake.

He doesn't understand me and acts as if he knows everything then pushes his judgmental views on me. He apologized for making a poor comment on how I should act with Luther and not even a minute later said it would happen again. Every time I told him to leave him alone he didn't and he stayed there despite how increasingly upset I got. He told me he wanted to understand me earlier so I let him come here but we argued again because he still doesn't get what bothered me.

And every time he judges me I think of you and I get even angrier.

[ a pause ]

I know you wouldn't care to force me to get along with him. You didn't care when I couldn't stand Cardinal.

But he's your dearest friend.

I wanted to like him.

Levity is in charge of his own actions. His not unlikable. He has his own allies and friends he has made in such a short time here. But not every person can responds the same to certain tactics.

Not that I need to tell you this.

[He kisses his hand again.]

Do not think I am approving his actions. Your relationship with your family is unique, tangled, full of love, full of pain, and certainly your strength and weakness. I have no doubts it will blossom, but that you siblings to determine.

[And he kisses his forehead.]

I know you tried. With all your heart. For you would do no less. Not about something you care about.

And don't think I note the protectiveness. I am endeared. And it does loom, does it not? Which side will he favor. I don't think you will ever be able to trust him until he has made the decision for yourself. So perhaps it is best to try again in earnest only after. See what he does with the rope given.

I know I tend to break out the worst parts of myself when I'm on the defensive so it isn't as he's the only one to blame.

But you're right.

I will never trust him until I see how he reacts. Whether he breaks your heart or not.

[ he'll let go of his hand but only to get that embrace now ]

Well, I was trying to be a little careful. Even I am ever careful about touching upon your familial relationships.

[He hugs him back tightly and kisses the top of his head.]

I'm sorry this is so hard on you. On both of you.

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It shouldn't be, I have argument with people all the time. Including with my family. Well. Before this place at any rate. And I'm far too old to be this bothered by it or seek validation.

But I suppose it did hit on several buttons.

[ a pause, then he adds ]

The age up potion was an accident by the way. I got drunk with a guy. I wouldn't have taken it if I had been sober.

But have you ever felt such a protectiveness before? I'm flattered by the way.

Decompress. You're obviously wound up. And some time apart might soothe you both.

[He does chuckle a little.]

I was going to ask, but we were having a serious moment. Was it at least a pleasant experience or do I need to shoot this person?

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You're right. I haven't. This is rather new for me.

[ would it be funny to let Emet shoot Childe, he's half considering ]

It was pleasant, just embarrassing. We got into a drinking contest and one thing lead to another.

At one point I showed him pictures of you.

I didn't lose by the way.

[ he lost ]

You got in a drinking contest, decided to take an age up potion, and one of the first things that came to your mind was to show him pictures of me?

[He grabs his chin.

And kisses the tip of his nose.]

Adorable.

[ That is cute and is face is going red at that. See. This is why he shows photos of him when he's drunk. ]

It wasn't one of the first things, we ended up getting very intimate.

But I did gush about you before any of that. So yes. Apparently declaring how great you are and how much I love you is one of the first things my mind jumps to when I'm drunk, you are free to let that inflate your ego.

Well, I am glad you enjoyed yourself. And consider my ego inflated for the day.

But I would have one request of you, if the day hasn’t been too taxing.

The day has been very taxing but doing something for you would improve my mood considerably.

[ he's going to just rest his head against his chest, keeping his hold on him. He's clearly feeling affectionate ]

[Then he probably won’t mind being picked up bridal style.]

A single dance on the pier then.

[And he will begin carrying him there.]

[ oh. He lets him, still tense but relaxing a little with Emet returning the affection, and he kisses him as he's carrying him ]

I think I can spare a dance for you.

[He kisses him back on the lips and then the forehead before letting him down.]

Then consider me grateful for being given the opportunity.

[He gives Five the lead role resting a hand in his and one one his shoulder, but starting them off.

He’s quiet at first, but then.]

When do I get to meet him?

[ The more affection he's shown the more he's just completely basking in it. Funny how being with Emet for even a second just makes everything feel easy to bear no matter what it is. He'll dance with him and happily take the lead, enjoying it as he always does because after all, he is the boss. ]

The guy I got drunk with? I am not setting you two up, between the two of you I won't survive the encounter.

But he is Wild City's newest. Caeli, or Mora.

[He’s enjoying it as he always does. And he is worried about Five being to hard on but that doesn’t need to be addressed right now.]

You saw through my ruse. Well, perhaps I will simply have to propose it to him. Or tease him mercilessly.

Or perhaps both. Why settle?

[ Wait. What ruse. The gears are starting to turn and his face goes red once he reaches a conclusion ]

—I had simply assumed you wanted to meet him since it's not usual for me to pick up a partner so casually.

You were not incorrect in your assumption. But not only did you pick up a partner so casually but your demeanor speaking of it also spoke volumes.

You like him, inebriated or not.

... He is very attractive. And interesting.

[ which is always a terrible terrible combination ]

A little pushy and annoying in a way that's not too different from what I thought of you at the beginning. ... and he has been very considerate.

He was around shortly after I fought with Levity and after seeing him leave he came back to Taisho to check on me.

[ he's right. He likes him ]

Good.

[He kisses his cheek.]

You need more easy and uncomplicated relationships in your life.

Or maybe I just need more people to show your pictures to.

Embrace it, Five. Trust your judgment. It has gotten you thus far.

[ he just grumbles at that, mostly because the whole thing is still embarrassing. But he does move to bring his hand to his lips to kiss it ]

He is easy to talk to and you're right, I do need easy and uncomplicated relationships.

Sometimes it feels like I only have that with you, Lahabrea and Vergil.

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