firstworldproblem | IC Inbox (Imeeji)

[He takes his face in his hands.]

Where did such deep worries come from?

Well, you have listed the failings. On which you desire to improve.

Now, tell me where you have succeeded in regards to your siblings. And I’m not dismissing the failures, but do look at the whole picture.

And then I will answer you rhetoric questions.

Maybe my mind is finding new things to get worried about because I have so much free time.

[ a pause as he thinks on how to answer his question, and then— ]

I was able to have a few normal conversation with Luther and even promise I'd visit more often. That I'd be there for him if he needs. And I told Klaus about regaining my memories of the apocalypse as well as the flashbacks.

Luther came by actually because you told him. It was rather sweet.

[He leans down to kiss him softly.]

In terms of practicality, of the three of you, you are most like your father. Is such a thing terrible, no? But such a trait is seen just as strongly in Lahabrea as well. Also you are hard on yourself. I'm sure you would not do to me what I did to you.

And I know it seems hard, and perhaps it always will be. But I have not seen their demeanor change for the worse for you. Klaus even spoke fondly of you.

Let them grow and be part of it.

You have not missed out your chance. You are making progress.

All this insecurity really doesn't suit me. But I think things just got more ... overwhelming. Now that I remember my years of solitude. How I forgot the way they looked over time. And how badly I wanted to go back.

And selfishly I had been worried that Luther might decide not to go back to our world with me. Now that he has happiness elsewhere. I told Lahabrea about this and he suggested I discuss this with Luther, but I haven't had the chance. And now it's really not a good time, given, well. This argument.

[ he'll take his hand to kiss once more and then tug him toward the door ]

We're drying up and getting a proper change of clothes. ... Thank you. For, well. Everything, as usual.

[Before he tugs him to go, he kneels and wraps his arms around him holding him tight.]

Five Hargreeves.

You have endured what no one should. Endured and thrived and inspired those around you. Trust in the love of your family. When you feel the time is right, talk to Luther. Do not let me, or Levity, or Lahabrea or anyone get in the way of that wish you hold in your heart.

This we promised each other.

[ there's a bit of a sad smile at that, but he brings his hands on each side of his face, leaning in to kiss him lightly ]

As much as I'd like to do that in theory, in practice if Luther and Klaus have different plans even I can't force mine on them. But I realize my worries aren't entirely rational. Consider this just venting to my incredibly sweet fiancé who always listens to my worries, big and small.

Really starting to think I should get him a proper "thank you gift" for that. Do you think my undying love and devotion will be enough?

[He still seems concerned but will not say no to kisses.]

I meant more of do not let any of us get in the way of asking Luther what you want. You would never force him.

[He is charmed by the words placing his hands on top of his.]

That sounds almost enough. Add a cup of coffee and it should be adequate.

[ he can tell Emet is still worried, and he's clearly trying to at least lighten the mood a little, since there's nothing he can do at this point beyond voicing his feelings ]

Mmm. You drive a hard bargain but I believe that can be arranged. After we dry up and change clothes before either of us gets sick.

But how am I to convince you in a nurse outfit if I am not ill?

[He stands though taking his hands and continuing the way before he interrupted them.]

No matter what happens, I did promise to stay at your side.

I'll wear one for you if you wear one for me.

[ squeezing his hand then ]

You did promise and I haven't doubted you would in quite a while.

Truly?

[Time to get out of these wet clothes when they get to his room.]

Only if you're the one to buy both outfits.

[ he knows that's not what he's asking but he has to. He's gotten a few outfits for Emet in his room, just like he does, so he'll hand it to them - they're all Taisho style ~~but i forgot to save the fanart i wanted to show you one day i will find it again~~. ]

It has been a long time since I felt like the other shoe is about to drop. That this happiness has to be temporary. So yes. truly.

[He puts it on after drying off still a little enchanted that he has a wardrobe here, hand picked by Five.]

Can I do anything? To make it feel less overwhelming.

Stay for a while, and let me keep you close.

[ he's changed clothes after drying as well, so once he says that, he will walk up to Emet to wrap his arms around him again. ]

I'm admittedly feeling excessively needy. And this time I'm going to take full advantage of your good will.

I suppose I should have asked if there was anything I wasn’t already planning on doing.

[He holds him close, squeezing tightly before tugging him towards the bed.]

Lie down.

[ there's a soft smile at that, but he lets him tug him to the bed and lays down as instructed, patting the spot next to him and waiting for Emet to join him ]

Should I ask more about what your plans are?

At the moment. Get you to relax.

[He doesn’t lie down next to him because he’s trying to coax him on his stomach so he can massage his neck and shoulders.]

[ that actually surprises him, because he hadn't expected it, but he does lay on his stomach when prompted to and there's a soft, surprised noise once Emet starts.

Unsurprisingly, his shoulders are super tense ]

[He works the muscles in his neck and shoulders apply pressure so they move in that painful but good kind of painful way.]

Next time I’ll remember to bring over oils. Or if you wouldn’t mind me borrowing your phone, I could get them now.

[ Oh. That is nice. It's not the first time he's getting a massage but now he truly needs it and the fact it's Emet giving him one is, well. incredibly endearing in itself.

At the question, though, he actually has to pause to consider. And then he shifts so he can reach for his phone and give it to him ]

It already feels this good, it might as well get better.

[He gives him a quick kiss as he takes the phone.]

I know we just go dressed, my dear, but if you could strip down while I’m gone.

[He makes his purchase and goes to retrieve it ensuring he pays him back for all of it.

He comes back with lilacs, some which he puts on the nightstand and some he ticks away in Five’s hair.

And then he’ll begin oiling up his fingers.]

[ He'll strip down as requested, briefly considering whether he wants to keep his underwear or not but in the end he decides why bother, he and Emet are way past casual intimacy. So he's fully naked when Emet comes back, but still lying down on his stomach.

When he tucks the flowers in his hair and places them on the nightstand he's of course terribly charmed, heart beating fast and face going red, but he looks happy. ]

We really need to invest in that garden.

[He puts a towel over his lower half for ironic irony.

He brushes Five’s hair back with the back of his hand as he notes the smile. This man simply deserves to be happy.]

It would be lovely and even a little practical. Who knows how far they have to travel for all the flowers you and I purchase.

[He presses down firmly at the small of his back, hand and each side of his spine and he works his way up.]

I imagine a variety of colors would be your preference.

[ There's a soft noise escaping past his lips at that, and then he just crosses his arms in front of himself and rests his head on them, slowly beginning to relax ]

That would be better. I can't always convey the right message to you otherwise.

Now that is a sweet sound.

[He spends most of his time on his back and shoulders pressing down hard at the juncture at his neck.]

What is your favorite color, Five? I don’t think I’ve ever asked.

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