It has been eons since I have seen my old friend. Not a kind set of eon either. I am different from what I was back then. He is under no obligations to like the new me.
Not even discounting the fact that he might not even be from my timeline.
I'm very glad to hear it. [leans up a little to kiss his cheek. she is pushing 6'5" with her heels rn so it's not far she has to go]
I would not presume to know the whole of your heart on the matter, but to go without his company for a great length of time probably isn't a great prospect and speaking as an amnesiac, it can be pretty isolating and lonely in a number of ways too. Care and consideration are fine and understandable but I wouldn't want to see a wall between you two for long.
I won't look like this in his memories anyway. I imagine it will make that less jarring.
But I will not abandon him. He had the audacity to appear here after all! I haven't even had time to prepare what to say to him if we should meet again.
Get him an AlcheME potion and he would no doubt be delighted. New and exciting. Thoughtful and provoking. You have already figured out these are the things that will delight him.
I've been resting and reflecting mostly. I was sad to hear I missed Paloma's game, but I did get to speak with her albeit briefly.
Other than that, I've been enjoying time with my loved ones. Something I ought to do more often. And my thanks again for the lenses. I have been using them.
[she chuckles devilishly at that before she becomes much more reflective]
Oh, uhm, just it turns out I was born or made or whatever--I remember Soul Songs: every soul has its own music that I was attuned to. My brother was more like you, he could See their colours. But things are often...much quieter without that ambient noise now that I remember it's supposed to exist.
Perhaps some ambient music for your room would not go amiss though I know it won't hold the same sway. For I imagine the sound of soul is as hard to replicate as the color.
[what is she going to do with all this affection. She blushes faintly and kisses his cheek, grateful and slightly more relaxed for the reassurance.
Though, it's bound to cost her considering how her memories almost always are, but it will be worth it. He doesn't need to know that, though. It's a downer.]
That is a good idea. [she taps her chin thoughtfully] ...I still haven't done anything with my room yet, so that would be a good first step.
[She looks askance for a moment]
...Sometimes, I can't help but wonder just what I am.
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Not even discounting the fact that he might not even be from my timeline.
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...Do you plan to maintain your distance, then?
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I would not presume to know the whole of your heart on the matter, but to go without his company for a great length of time probably isn't a great prospect and speaking as an amnesiac, it can be pretty isolating and lonely in a number of ways too. Care and consideration are fine and understandable but I wouldn't want to see a wall between you two for long.
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I won't look like this in his memories anyway. I imagine it will make that less jarring.
But I will not abandon him. He had the audacity to appear here after all! I haven't even had time to prepare what to say to him if we should meet again.
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What will you look like? That is very good to hear, though. I'm sure you'll think of something.
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I wonder now, too. I'll definitely be keeping an eye out. Stars, he's so soft, though.
[this is not a complaint in the slightest.]
I know he's got a foot on me, but I kind of want to put him in my pocket.
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I'm glad you are enjoying his company. I always did. It warms my heart to hear it.
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[she smiles brightly.]
How are you doing, though? I know you've been busy, too.
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I've been resting and reflecting mostly. I was sad to hear I missed Paloma's game, but I did get to speak with her albeit briefly.
Other than that, I've been enjoying time with my loved ones. Something I ought to do more often. And my thanks again for the lenses. I have been using them.
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She wrote me, too, and tasked me with kissing all the ladies, a duty I do not bear lightly.
[she's serious she's so serious emet]
Well, for the most part, time is not in short supply here so I do hope you'll get to spend as much time with them as you wish.
[but ahhhh when he thanks her she blushes]
N-not a problem, I'm glad they were useful to you. It turns out IIII actually know what that's like, after a fashion.
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[Though he gives her a curious look.]
What happened?
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Oh, uhm, just it turns out I was born or made or whatever--I remember Soul Songs: every soul has its own music that I was attuned to. My brother was more like you, he could See their colours. But things are often...much quieter without that ambient noise now that I remember it's supposed to exist.
[she perks up. that's unpleasant who cares]
It does explain a thing or two, anyway!
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[He takes both of her hands.]
That does sound beautiful. You should show it to me in a dream sometime.
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It might explain why music is actually very deeply important to me. I mean, it is for a lot of people, but turns out I was living it.
[her face falls for a moment, brow furrowing]
It's frustrating, though, I don't...remember my brother's soul. I know why, but I don't...
[she shakes her head gently, smiling.]
Anyway, I wouldn't mind showing you sometime, of course.
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Give it time. You will remember.
Perhaps some ambient music for your room would not go amiss though I know it won't hold the same sway. For I imagine the sound of soul is as hard to replicate as the color.
I would dearly love to hear it.
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Though, it's bound to cost her considering how her memories almost always are, but it will be worth it. He doesn't need to know that, though. It's a downer.]
That is a good idea. [she taps her chin thoughtfully] ...I still haven't done anything with my room yet, so that would be a good first step.
[She looks askance for a moment]
...Sometimes, I can't help but wonder just what I am.
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[He tilts his head in question.]
Perhaps a better question is what do you want to be? And how does what you are align with thusly?
Though if you are worried that you aren't 'human', I can't imagine that being an issue.
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All I know is that I was manufactured but it seems like something was wrong with the process, or something.
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When all is said and done, you are you at the end of the day. And this is the you we've come to cherish and love.
Now if these issues manifest in ailments and other symptoms, we can help research them as well.
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But tell me your concerns about your ailments.
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