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[personal profile] failedsafe 2020-12-20 07:47 am (UTC)(link)
B-but what, why?

[She will remember, in time, what was told to her about love, what she herself knows about it, but it's difficult to reconcile the truth with her own reality.]
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[personal profile] failedsafe 2020-12-20 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
[She makes a sound and it's hard to tell if it's a hiccup or something of a harsh laugh.]

I wasn't told anything, I had to figure things out on my own.
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[personal profile] failedsafe 2020-12-20 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
It's...it's not that I don't know people care, but...I haven't done much of anything to earn it.

[She closes her eyes and winces.]

I know that that's not how it works, but I can't--

[she's just so wired that way it's hard to untangle it all]
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[personal profile] failedsafe 2020-12-20 09:19 am (UTC)(link)
[She does respond well to the kisses, the tension leaving her somewhat]

I am...I have, it's just...hard to reconcile.
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[personal profile] failedsafe 2020-12-20 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
It's fine. I always, always welcome and enjoy your company.

[she smiles. it seems real enough]

You're right about my energy, so bouncing back will be no problem.
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[personal profile] failedsafe 2020-12-20 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
...I'll try not to let you down, then.
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[personal profile] failedsafe 2020-12-20 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[weeeeeeeeeeh]

Every little bit helps, but leave it to me.

[She kisses his cheek]

...And thank you.