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[ he kisses him back readily, soft and tender and content with keeping it like that unless Emet has other plans. He keeps holding his hand, and once he does pull back he'll bring his other to his face, brushing his hair aside before he kisses his forehead ]

I'd say I'm not going to be dramatic but we both know that's a lie. Something else I'm ready to blame you for.

But you are the reason I found happiness at all. If it hadn't been for you I would never even have considered it. And now here I am. Wanting to keep you safe and happy in my arms, calling you my fiancé to anyone who'll listen.

[ He shifts at that, moving off of him so he can move to his side, leaning in to kiss his cheek after. ]

Turn around.
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Re: Day 298

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he wraps his arms around him and pulls him close immediately once he complies, adjusting his height a little so it won't look quite as ridiculous - but here he is, Five being the big spoon here.

It works well enough to hide his face as well, because after that speech of course he's feeling overwhelmed all over again. Maybe Emet is gaining a new victory now. ]

... I do enjoy it. Being able to show kindness and care with those I love. Even before the apocalypse, it wasn't exactly encouraged at home.
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Re: Day 298

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ there's a pause at that, and he places a soft kiss behind Emet's ear, just considering the words ]

You know I already have quite the big ego, right?

[ which doesn't necessarily mean he enjoyed the person he was before, he's being deliberately obtuse. ]

What about you? You said your burdens do feel lighter.
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[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's a little heartbreaking in its own way, to hear that. He's glad for the comfort he can provide him now, but he does wish it didn't feel so bad on a regular basis. He'll kiss his neck at that, hold him tight just to give him further proof that he's there, he's real, and he's not leaving him ]

We'll work toward making sure you'll feel that way under regular circumstances too.
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Re: Day 298

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
When you put it like that, we really are quite the pair. Does it sound too dramatic if I say we saved each other? Well. From loneliness, if nothing else.

[ he reaches for both of his hands, lacing their fingers together as he holds him and keeps placing kisses on his skin, soft and loving ]

You know. I keep thinking. About the days we'll spend together. No life or death decisions. Just us, taking care of one another and the people we hold dear. Living our daily lives.

I'm going to bring so many books back to your place you'll have to kick me out.
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[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There's a little laugh at that, and he shifts so he can rest his chin on his shoulder ]

You deserve a break, so I suppose I can allow that. Rest assured I will not neglect you, no matter how intriguing the knowledge I'll have access to will be.

Then, you could take me out. Share with me all the most breath-taking sights your world has to offer.

Of course I intend to do the same for you.
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[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you sure that's not you trying to one-up me? I give you bouquets, and you give me an entire field?

Though your selection today really was touching.
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[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I might not have the talent for actual creation. But in that case. I'll simply expect you to take care of the practical part for me.
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Re: Day 298

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-28 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Shouldn't I be the one to thank you for letting me in this far, to start with ...?

You know. I told you my fondest memory is that time during the truth game, when I decided to believe in your companionship. But thinking about it now I feel like the first time I truly felt my heart swell has been when you told me your real name.

It was precious to me. And it still is. A part of your true self that I've earned.
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[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-29 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ he hums at that, and shifts so he can kiss his cheek ]

Then tell me about each of them. Anything that makes you happy — I want to hear about it.
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[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-29 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
You're right. It has been. And I'm definitely looking forward more of these small and large moments to spend with you. A couple thousand lifetimes to spend together.

Talking about it with you like this does make it feel more real. Like it isn't a dream and we won't have to wake up and face reality, after all.
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Re: Day 298

[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-29 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
I'm giving you some mercy since the whole point of this exercise is to make you feel good, not bad. And I imagine you'll retaliate by asking the same of me, so you can consider this me buying myself some time.

Am I allowed to say I love you again?

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[personal profile] homicidalrage 2020-10-29 09:19 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you did cry earlier. And to be honest I am a little worried about it.

But we're adding that to the list of things I'll ask you about later.

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