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[firstworldproblem]

[It just goes directly to the beep.]

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Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

You know, I never could read that book cover to cover. I got bored halfway through.

I suppose I am still missing a few of BARiTONES abilities. Though I don't think they are suited well to the stage either.

How are you dreams?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

As far as I know, I never really tried! Reading it I mean. What dreams?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

It wasn't part of your studies? If I were to speak Greek at you, would you understand it?

I have much more artistic capabilities in them. That is, if you don't mind a visitor.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

I have no idea. Does Five know Greek? And also, I never mind anything! Feel free!

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

He knows a little. I assume he learned it when he was young.

Then perhaps I will see if I can find yours sometime.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

...You know, I wouldn't be surprised if Dad made us learn random shit like that. But also, I wouldn't be surprised if I'd forgotten all of it! Especially since, you know, drink and drugs, etcetera etcetera, brain frying.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

Are you sure you aren't giving yourself too little credit?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

I think I'm being realistic about what anyone should expect from me!

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

And in your words what should one expect?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

Absolutely nothing! If people don't expect anything, I'll always be a pleasant surprise!

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

I won't argue the philosophy. 'Tis a good one.

But you don't have to be brilliant or particularly brave or special to have worth. It's all the little moments. Like this.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

[ snorts, falling back onto his back in the sand, limbs outstretched ]

It's a nice moment! But I mean, it's because I'm not that smart or brave or whatever that I'm pretty useless? I'm okay with being useless!

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

You are unique and special in your own way, and not for your abilities.

But if you are content with it, I can hardly complain. How have things been for you?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

I am! Okay! I think I'm mostly always okay. I mean, I missed the game too, and that's the least okay people have been right? Like you.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

How ironic to say this to amnesiac, ...

... have you ever had a memory that you can never forget, but you suppress for the weight of it? The game sought fit to allow me to relive it in catches and moments. I hardly can tell what is real or not sometimes.

Which is why I asked if you were suffering from something similar.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

Ooooh... That--sounds like it sucks. [ huffs, blinking up at the sky ]

I think if we were home it'd be worse. Like--just from my memories of it. Cause I already can't always tell if people are dead or alive, and then--like. What's a hallucination because of what I've taken and what isn't? So that, plus my dreams are usually some weird-ass combination of my memories... I get the feeling that if I was home, I could probably easily just walk into traffic or off a building without realizing it.

Lucky I haven't, actually.

But, uh. Did you...wanna talk about it? Is that why you said sound is good? Probably cause I've never shown up in those memories of yours, hm?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

Is there a particular sensation that makes the memories take over. For Five it has been smell, especially that of ash and fire.

Mine is sound. The closest I can equate it to is the breaking of glass. For it is the sound of shattering souls that does rattle within.

Not the most pleasant topic.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

--Right, keep you around soft comfy things.

[ because that's totally the important thing to take away here ]

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

More serene and peaceful sounds, but yes.

[He motions at the ocean.]

And that's why we are here. Well, and that I have something crawling under my skin, but really compared to the rest it is minor detail.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

[ grimaces ]

Can I do anything to help with that?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

Truthfully, it isn't that bad. Would it be just the physical ailments, I doubt I would be bothered much at all.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

Yeah, mental weirdness is the worst. I don't really have any specific memories of being through rehab, but maybe I can share it once I get one? That might help?

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

[He can't help but smile at that and run a hand through his hair.]

It would be an interesting watch nonetheless.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[ouji4board]

Though it's probably gonna be, like, really boring stuff.

Re: day 347 some time idk when

[firstworldproblem]

I actually enjoy the mundane from time to time. And truthfully, you don't have to entertain me. Your presence is enough.