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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-04 09:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah sorry he's just going to take a moment, leaning back against Emet. Eventually...]

... but we're here. You and I, and Cosmo...
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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-05 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
...It is.

[He admits quietly, slumping against Emet more--but even that's not enough and after a while he decides to sit back down on the sand, looking out at the sea, but at least he's keeping his hold on Emet's hand.]

It's...

[He trails off, clearly shaken by the revelations.]

I've been... I haven't really let myself think about it before...

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-05 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods, slowly - and then wraps his arms around Emet tighter, as though trying to hide, body tense and breath a little too obviously controlled.]

I did... I wanted to ask... How you did-- how to...

[how do you DEAL with murder and stuff!!!!! like actual real murder not just game murder!!!]
weenwoon: (fate follows)

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-05 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[thank u.......... big comfy.]

How do you... deal with it all? With the way--things are... the things we're forced to do...
weenwoon: (late night)

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-05 06:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[(Un)fortunately that's close enough, he's not ready to face The Ascianism in full yet anyway.]

But it's... killing and hurting someone still. It's... I-I could deal with it if I was not thinking about it, or when Jason was still here, but...

Even if--even if we are revived, it's still... death and suffering. And I can't...

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-05 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't answer, just curling up and hiding his face in his hands instead. :( Sometimes you're an Ancient actually confronting hurting and murdering people and that's more than you can handle?]

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-05 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[But what if, it was fair??? :(

He's just going to cling for a time, trying not to cry.]

I hate it...
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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-05 07:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[The petting seems to calm him - or at least keep him this side of a breakdown.]

... what should I do, Hades? Even if... Even if I try to remember it's not permanent death... I can't face the thought of killing someone. Especially... you, or Cosmo, or Lily...
weenwoon: (late night)

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-06 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[There's a brief flash of fear in his expression - after all, choosing for himself is just another reminder that he is alone now, separate from the whole.]

...What if my answer is wrong?

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-06 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
[He smiles weakly at first.]

I wonder. I don't think they care so much about who they put on which unit,

[He's quiet for a time, thinking, still looking Pretty Dang Miserable.]

...I can't fight for myself, Hades.
weenwoon: (late night)

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-06 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[...]

...I do not want to die. But I am not more important than others.
weenwoon: coinpink (flareon is the only fire type pokemon th)

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[personal profile] weenwoon 2021-07-06 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
[



sir i am From Amaurot]

I am just one person. The needs of the many outweigh the wants of the few. If I prioritise myself... to what end do I do it? What have I got to gain? You've said yourself that we are nearly immortal here.

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