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I did. Close as we had become, would be churlish of me to deny you this.

Mmm.

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[Wifi suddenly jumps up from the chair, his heart bursting out of his chest.]

I've decided I'm still gonna call you Emecchi, and no one is gonna change my mind!! Not even me!! It's too hard to go back to Emet Selch or Alexander or whatever!!!

[He leans back in his chair surprised at the sudden outburst --- okay, and honestly a little surprised Wildfire actually remembered that his title was 'Emet-Selch'. He was sure he was going to misremember it --- blinking a few times before replying.]

Ah.

[An unrealized weight since the word 'hate' was implied against him lifted.]

Thank you.

[It took him the entirety of Day 204 to remember it, but we're not gonna talk about that. He sits down again, arms crossed.]

Don't get me wrong, it doesn't mean I'm completely happy now or whatever, but it's also just way too complicated. This whole backstory and wish stuff, I know it's not like black or white. If I understand it right, no matter what choice is made, someone's gonna lose something or get hurt. That's why I've been struggling the last few days. I just can't accept either choice cuz I'm just too selfish so right now, I have to put that choice-making on hold.

Cuz I'm gonna see if I can find a different choice.

Edited 2020-02-13 04:24 (UTC)

Selfish? You just desire for no one to get hurt. I would hardly call that selfish.

I would not expect you to be content with it. But wishing this were not the reality, will not make it so. Though truth be told, I'm surprised you came to a conclusion in my favor. You were quite upset.

...yeah. I thought I had no choice but to cut myself off from one of the people I trust and care about the most in this place. The first person to be nice to me in Imeeji. Who wouldn't be upset?

[A small pout.]

Lucky for you, some people like you besides me.

Edited 2020-02-13 04:45 (UTC)

I can think of one who is meddling, stubborn, tries to deny emotions, yet is surprisingly thoughtful.

Glad that you can lean on him in your time of need.

Yeah. Him and Silencchi both actually. Don't worry, I didn't say anything in front of the cameras nor did I tell anyone else. I don't plan on telling anyone else either.

Your closest confidants did I expect you to confirm with. Had I thought I would have spread further, I would have not told you in the first place. As I said, trust I did place in you.

...it’s when you say stuff like that that made everything so hard.

Edited 2020-02-13 06:06 (UTC)

This burden I did inflict upon you, and thus I will not leave you to bear it alone.

You are not an accomplice to my actions, Wildfire, as they are mine and mine alone.

[Well, mostly. Five's entangled himself in his mess well.]

Though if you do wish to tell me, to scold me, on what troubles you, I am here to listen. 'Twas a nearly a lifetime you experienced in such a short period.

I dunno if I need to scold you. I feel like you would already know what I would say...

But the point would be for you to say such arguments had I heard them or not. To give voice to your worries.

I mean.

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What do you think about Silencchi?

I'm afraid I haven't got to ask about her particular situation. There are two, three souls residing with her, correct?

If it is not too private, why did they split? Or were they originally even one at all?

Song was the original owner of the body until she had to make a contract with Silencchi. I think Silencchi was a puppet demon or something?? But she doesn't have a body of her own.

And I have no idea what's up with Symphony, she's the weirdo.

Souls are a very unique. Obvious, I know, but with all our Creation magics they were but the one we could not manifest ourselves. Now that I know the details, what exactly is your question?

What would I propose be done about her?

[mumble grumble]

I don't want you to pity her.

It sounds like the two come into an agreement and the limitations between them are the lack of sufficient number of vessels for souls. Unless she was forcibly taken in.

I do not pity her, but rather I would look for a solution. 'Tis not an impossible problem.

[HUFFS and seems to settle down at that.]

Okay. Good. I really want you to like her so...

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Wildfire, I've always like her. Her company. Her strange mannerisms. Her compassion.

Why would any of that change?

Because I don't know if you see her as a whole person or not! Listen, I'm not very smart! I probably still don't really get this part and whole stuff that we talked about earlier, but you said Silence's situation and their situation could be similar so I got worried!

[Standing up from the table and walking around it. He kneels putting a hand on his shoulder.]

Again, you mock your own intelligence. Wildfire, this is simply untrue. You have a brilliance in your own way.

Those here I do try to give them the benefit of an understanding without preconditions. Without judgement. Their experiences, their world so different than my own. To see life and beauty in each different star. Set it my ways, it can be difficult, but an effort I do maintain.

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