All things considered, I consider it to be a rather charming goal. Simply being around those whom you care for even if it can be selfish and selfless at the same time.
Are you sure? I think there's an awful lot to judge. You did say that you have to pretend to care about your team more than you do, that's not equivalent to being judgmental, but... I do believe there was also something about thinking badly of everyone.
For better or for worse, I have to keep in their good graces. There might be a time when I do desire to have them make a certain decisions. And above that, I do need a place to go or else my taboos will wither my soul alive as much as I wish I did not.
[He taps his chin.]
Habits are hard to break. The advice I gave you is advice I should take as well.
I don't fit in with them. My team. 'Tis obvious. Perhaps it is age. Perhaps it is because I care little for their crisis of morality and finding worth.
[cool, time to app kira back so Emet has to deal with the absolute worst level of that!]
Ah. That would be frustrating. There's no point in worrying about morality, either you're going to do something or not, and if you do, then you had better be prepared to own it too. My team is doing the opposite right now, they don't think they've done anything wrong, even though it sounds like they're just as guilty as the one they're fighting with. But it's just the same, I'm keeping my mouth shut.
You seem like someone who can get away with being just a bit rude, though. That they might chalk it up to a charm point.
Mm, there is one, he's certainly the most mature despite being one of the youngest. He disappeared just after I arrived and has only just returned, so I'm looking forward to watching him work.
Oh, I do believe I have heard of the name. But as you can imagine, I don't really seek out the company of others. I was actually surprised you called at all.
I can certainly imagine, yes. Neither do I, but... I was interested enough that I've meant to speak to you if I saw you at a good time. But I suppose it took needing to get out.
It's pretty rare. Kaz is, and there was someone on Robin's Egg I liked. I thought he was just an idiot at first so it was fun to tease him, but he turned out to be really sweet. Although that's a bit different than interesting.
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But I won't judge you about it. Much.
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[He taps his chin.]
Habits are hard to break. The advice I gave you is advice I should take as well.
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I don't fit in with them. My team. 'Tis obvious. Perhaps it is age. Perhaps it is because I care little for their crisis of morality and finding worth.
But antagonizing them wins me no favors.
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Ah. That would be frustrating. There's no point in worrying about morality, either you're going to do something or not, and if you do, then you had better be prepared to own it too. My team is doing the opposite right now, they don't think they've done anything wrong, even though it sounds like they're just as guilty as the one they're fighting with. But it's just the same, I'm keeping my mouth shut.
You seem like someone who can get away with being just a bit rude, though. That they might chalk it up to a charm point.
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Oh, I've asked. They expect it of me, the sass. But charming? Not so much.
The dangerous ones listen, you know. Really listen. And in turn, those are the most interesting.
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Then I hope you at least have one or two on your team that fit that criteria.
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