You should be busy as well. Despites the circumstances there is much to learn, to see, and ever were you the social one. Though I do appreciate you enjoy the stars from time to time as well.
And I think you mistake 'busy' for 'resting', but you can call on me should you need an ear.
Outside of the rather delightful proposal, is there ought else bothering you?
Oh, I am! [she does brighten a bit at that.] Reading, writing, learning, training, speaking, spending time with people...like I said, there's too much to do in a day. [She's often up late and one of the first ones up...when does she sleep?] Trying...to figure myself out is a full-time effort. [She snorts, waving a hand.] It's fun, besisdes.
Busy resting counts! It's totally legit. If you're tired, you rest.
[At the question, though, she chews her lip. There is so much going on with her and she doesn't want to take too much of his time, but he's an adult. And not a shy one, either, he'd tell her if he was done or needed to take a nap.]
I'm...yeah, but I'm not sure how to put it...so I told Vivi that I love him and that was great, but I told my other boyfriend and that...wasn't as great.
[She ruffles her hair very roughly, not quite shouting but raising her voice a little, frustration evident.]
I love him, he knows I love him, I knew that he knew that I love him, that's why he told me to tell him, he was probably sick of waiting on me to do it myself. I was such an apologetic mess because I kept him waiting so long! I didn't want him to be angry at me, but he has every right to be, and yet--
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And I think you mistake 'busy' for 'resting', but you can call on me should you need an ear.
Outside of the rather delightful proposal, is there ought else bothering you?
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Busy resting counts! It's totally legit. If you're tired, you rest.
[At the question, though, she chews her lip. There is so much going on with her and she doesn't want to take too much of his time, but he's an adult. And not a shy one, either, he'd tell her if he was done or needed to take a nap.]
I'm...yeah, but I'm not sure how to put it...so I told Vivi that I love him and that was great, but I told my other boyfriend and that...wasn't as great.
[She feels indescribably guilty for saying it.]
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[He taps his chin.]
What transpired when you told him?
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Well...he asked me to tell him, so he was fine with it.
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[She ruffles her hair very roughly, not quite shouting but raising her voice a little, frustration evident.]
I love him, he knows I love him, I knew that he knew that I love him, that's why he told me to tell him, he was probably sick of waiting on me to do it myself. I was such an apologetic mess because I kept him waiting so long! I didn't want him to be angry at me, but he has every right to be, and yet--