I know. But showing is one thing, talking about it is another.
Admittedly I don't think I ever fully grasped how horrifying this experience must have been for you. So despite circumstances, and as much as I hate that you had to relieve it - I'm glad to be able to understand better.
I suppose I shouldn't be surprised. I saw your worries, your fears, and nudged you through them when you would not have ventured on your own. You would want to do the same.
[He takes both of his hands, squeezing them.]
It's easier with you to share. Relatively, of course. But be careful not to burn yourself out as well.
It does seem as if it finally came to fruition. Though that gamble definitely paid off a while ago.
[ what with them being together now. It's his turn to smile at the words, and he'll put his coffee down so he can wrap his arms around him and rest his forehead against him for a few moments, trying to focus on this rather than the image of Emet cracking and disappearing ]
I love you too. And for the record I'd be just as devastated if you ever left me so.
I would request that one day you tell me how I was so completely able to charm you. Would be a fine tool to have if I ever need to build an empire again.
[ he laughs at that, genuinely amused by the question ]
Oh you know. By promising me a life free of solitude and following through with that? I think it's going to be a bit difficult to replicate on a large scale.
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[He lets the coffee do its thing and comes around to wrap his arms around Five's waist. There is a bit of a pause before he speaks.]
Are you alright?
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He'll bring a hand to his face and then sigh ]
No.
But I'm with you and that's enough.
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Speak of it when I can manage to be receptive. And you will always have me.
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[He says gently trying not to be accusatory. More getting the feel of the weight of it.]
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Admittedly I don't think I ever fully grasped how horrifying this experience must have been for you. So despite circumstances, and as much as I hate that you had to relieve it - I'm glad to be able to understand better.
But you're right. You should share with Lahabrea.
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[He takes both of his hands, squeezing them.]
It's easier with you to share. Relatively, of course. But be careful not to burn yourself out as well.
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[He gives his hand a final squeeze before he finished the coffee and bows with a flourish presenting it to him.]
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[He sets breakfast down and sits next to him. He'd sit in his lap, but that would make it difficult for Five to eat.]
And perhaps after we can head to a place with a little more noise, chatter, and life.
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That would be nice. I think right now both of us might benefit from that, considering.
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Thought truly for the time being anywhere near you would be the ideal.
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[ he'll take another sip and then decide he'll be the one to sit on Emet's lap, so he'll grab his mug a bit more carefully and then move onto him ]
But I do agree. I just want to be with you for a while.
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[He can't help but smile, wrapping his arms around him, and kissing the top of his head.]
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[ what with them being together now. It's his turn to smile at the words, and he'll put his coffee down so he can wrap his arms around him and rest his forehead against him for a few moments, trying to focus on this rather than the image of Emet cracking and disappearing ]
I love you too. And for the record I'd be just as devastated if you ever left me so.
Maybe don't do that.
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I'm quite certain I would be unable even if I tried. So do cross that off your list of worries.
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Oh you know. By promising me a life free of solitude and following through with that? I think it's going to be a bit difficult to replicate on a large scale.
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[He doesn't really finish eating because he's not hungry, and he'd rather hold Five. But he does take a sip of Five's coffee.]
And save for a few, I'd rather not share my time.
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[ he will let him take the coffee, but will reach for food since emet was nice enough to prepare it ]
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[He's just going to be a good chair and a useless weight curled over him. At least he gives him some room to eat around him.]