On the contrary, that I can handle much better, draining as it can be at times.
[He wraps his arms around him.]
How do I feel?
I don’t believe he realizes he was even acting in such a manner. And I would not entertain discussion on the Sundering if we could not handle a topic as simple as game strategy.
We did try to separate them, acceptance versus understanding. He will come around to the second easier than the first. He might not agree or be able to execute a Baritone’s strategy, and I would not want him to if it made him uncomfortable, but he at least isn’t throwing it a careless an eye as before.
And it is difficult because he sees injuring others in games a willful act on a unit’s part. As long as he believes that then, yes, it will always be easier to judge, easier to hurt and be hurt. Lily also has this problem. And where else is the guilt and frustration to go when you believe that?
And I have been keeping him at arm’s length. Hiding in the ways that I do. I will need to be more open if the bond is to flourish.
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[He wraps his arms around him.]
How do I feel?
I don’t believe he realizes he was even acting in such a manner. And I would not entertain discussion on the Sundering if we could not handle a topic as simple as game strategy.
We did try to separate them, acceptance versus understanding. He will come around to the second easier than the first. He might not agree or be able to execute a Baritone’s strategy, and I would not want him to if it made him uncomfortable, but he at least isn’t throwing it a careless an eye as before.
And it is difficult because he sees injuring others in games a willful act on a unit’s part. As long as he believes that then, yes, it will always be easier to judge, easier to hurt and be hurt. Lily also has this problem. And where else is the guilt and frustration to go when you believe that?
And I have been keeping him at arm’s length. Hiding in the ways that I do. I will need to be more open if the bond is to flourish.
Though there is one very dreadful thing…