If I'm having you both as a gift to myself I would absolutely prefer to be fully lucid for it.

[ he ignores Lahabrea's comment about him being eager to be restrained because after all, it's true. And though there's maybe just a bit of embarrassment still at being so seen by someone he hasn't been intimate before, he discards that in favor of being completely shameless - spreading his legs for them and absolutely meaning to show off. ]

Wondering if I should start barking orders at you or of I'm supposed to leave all decisions to you, mm?