[ Great coping mechanism for people who have no issues at all they're both FINE.
And it really does feel just fine. He is content — in a way he probably has never been before. And without his doubts regarding Zodiark, regarding deities in general, it feels nice to just believe. To just exist and not even be himself anymore, but something different and special and unique that's only possible because he's one with Hades.
Would he even care to stay 500 years like this? It is pure bliss after all.
But every once in a while there's a stray thought that will come back to the back of his mind, even with their thoughts mingling together as they are.
His world. The apocalypse. His family. Brief flashes whenever he remembers there was something he needed to do, but they grow more insistent as time passes by - until they can't be ignored anymore.
He needs to go, he can't stay like this forever. And it's only then that he starts pulling away, trying to regain himself ]
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And it really does feel just fine. He is content — in a way he probably has never been before. And without his doubts regarding Zodiark, regarding deities in general, it feels nice to just believe. To just exist and not even be himself anymore, but something different and special and unique that's only possible because he's one with Hades.
Would he even care to stay 500 years like this? It is pure bliss after all.
But every once in a while there's a stray thought that will come back to the back of his mind, even with their thoughts mingling together as they are.
His world. The apocalypse. His family. Brief flashes whenever he remembers there was something he needed to do, but they grow more insistent as time passes by - until they can't be ignored anymore.
He needs to go, he can't stay like this forever. And it's only then that he starts pulling away, trying to regain himself ]