5 | Valour ([personal profile] homicidalrage) wrote in [personal profile] firstworldproblem 2020-11-28 07:55 pm (UTC)

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[ It's incredible to think that he's not only allowing something like this, but actively wishing for it, inviting it. He never would have thought it possible - not when the idea of Hades' being able to perceive his thoughts had been something he was worried about the first times he let him into his body. Now? Now it's something of a relief.

How else would he be able to express just how much he means to him? How he feels he's been saved by him, when he was at his worst. How he's given him just as much hope as Five gave to him, how he made him wish for a future he himself could enjoy - made him think of living, and not just surviving. There's love and affection and adoration, possessiveness, a certain sense of pride in being his, and of course his wish to protect him. To ensure he would never have to suffer again, to soothe his wound and be there for him always.

Of course there's no space for fears and doubts when they're joined like that, and even the presence of Zodiark seems to be just normal, right now. Something there to the back of his mind that he can't bother to worry about, not when he feels so whole and loved and good, for once.

It's distracting enough that the kisses and touches of the people in the dream seem irrelevant - pleasant, but nothing compared to the absolute delight that is being merged with Hades ]

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