... Mm. I hope you're right. I want to get along with him, it's just--
[He half-hugs himself.]
He's... So convinced I'll hurt you, I think. And it doesn't matter if I want to or not, it's so big in his mind it blocks out everything else and I think he hates me for it.
[A pause,]
And he thinks I'm just--pretending to be a good person, and in reality I'm just an asshole.
Re: 351 well into the night
... Mm. I hope you're right. I want to get along with him, it's just--
[He half-hugs himself.]
He's... So convinced I'll hurt you, I think. And it doesn't matter if I want to or not, it's so big in his mind it blocks out everything else and I think he hates me for it.
[A pause,]
And he thinks I'm just--pretending to be a good person, and in reality I'm just an asshole.